Petitor Sapientiae

jagimo @ 2004-05-06T09:12:00

2004-05-06T14:12:54Z

Surgery today... I hate this...stupid acident...

stolen from luciuslove

2004-05-05T07:16:24Z

Meeting new people and killing zombies, all in a days work.

2004-05-05T06:15:55Z

Today was not a good day for my breathing. Much ickyness. But I still went to the cove. I taled to Angelle and read her rap song. Really I never expect things like that to come out of sweet little Angelle. Oddness. Hung out for a bit at the cove. I finalkly saw Alissa in person, she seems like a nice person, I got her attention and I am worried because she didn't seem so thrilled to meet me. of course I'm a paranoid crazy boy.

I'm trying to get buddah set up with the other girl I met from the net Aliska. She doesn't talk to me anymore but she's really cool and I think she and buddha woulld do well together but he's a shy person. Tsk, if he's gonna complain aobut not having a girlfriends he's gonna need to take initive.

I went home and Thomas and victoria came over. Now ya see I was hoping to have Ian and Trudy there too so the T&V experiance would be watered down, but Ian could not make it for he had to care for his mother. And trudy was hanging with Stone and workin on her paper...and she hates me. :-p But T&V totally overstayed their welcome, as usual. They also refused to eat anything in my house so I had to order pizza, and they atuomatically assume I will pay for it. Yeah, come to my house stay too damn long, refuse what I give you to eat, make me order shit and then make me pay for it...beautiful.

Them staying so long made it so I could not see Tara online today :-( The Jeremy is sad. It may be silly but I miss her. I have real feeling for her, they run deeper than the "like" level. I can't quite say love though. Love a weird thing. I told 3 girls I loved them I only really loved one.

However, I like talking to Tara and I am sad for missing out today :-(

Exam stuff is coming up and then the long nothingness that is the summer. yay.

I hope the Alissa wasn't disappointed by my horrid appearance. I am teh suck....::blathers::

I feel like holding someone, I wish I could hold Tara but I can any....bah

Murder, Mayham and Classes!

2004-05-04T05:29:55Z

I went to the murder mystery party last night, it was fun I guessed the killer correctly, hurrah!

Went to school and wished Mikal a happy birthday. I did not see Tara today :-(. I hung out with people and played lunch money. After ass kickery I hung around. Went and got chinese and came home. Waited to talk to Tara online. She just signed on real quick to tell me good night :-) she's sweet.

I may go to the university tomorrow or something, no idea

jagimo @ 2004-05-03T23:29:00

2004-05-04T04:29:58Z

The World Is MINE! by Demonac
Name:
You will conquer:	Primetime Television (the new reality show is "I WIN, YOU LOSE!").
Your title will be:	Baron
You will succeed by:	Getting yourself elected (your opponents misteriously disappeared).
Your Enforcers will be:	An army of Assault Lawyers (preferably in Powered Armor).
Your first act as ruler:	Hire Stephen Spielberg to direct a movie about your life story.
(What happened after)	Try "The World Was Yours! What Happened?" MEME to find out!

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The World Was Yours! What Happened??? by Demonac
Name
Abused your power by	Commissioning an anatomically correct monument to yourself
Until	your Evil Twin
...	Defeated you in a tense staring contest.
And adding insult to injury	They turned your former Throne Room into a daycare.
But now, after all that, you are	in a medium security prison, sharing a cell with former Enron officials.
(How did you conquer?)	Try "The World Is MINE!" MEME to find out!

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I had to resort to my Secrect Agent name to get an acceptible one.

2004-05-04T04:25:24Z

Rocky Horror Picture Show Sex Finder by BohemianBitch
Name
Your Pleasure Giver	Magenta
Number of Times You Do the Deed	11
Location	Rocky's Tank

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They wanted me to do Dr. Scott with my real name!

M.C. Escher

2004-05-04T04:15:59Z

A wonderful geometric artist, many of the structures he drew are impossible to build. I have one of his prints on my wall and other on my desktop

This is my Desktop background:
"Asending and Decending"

This is on my wall:
"Waterfall"

Notice the figures in "Ascending and Deceding" are perpetually going up, it is an impossible staircase.

The water in "Waterfall" is flowing upward and the levels cross and weird shit.

3 Steps to get a little more happy

2004-05-04T04:04:35Z

1. Wake yourself early
2. place a mirror by your bed
3. Laugh at the first person you see.

Figure it out...

jagimo @ 2004-05-03T23:02:00

2004-05-04T04:02:25Z

For the love of God, No Elf Rape!

jagimo @ 2004-05-03T10:58:00

2004-05-03T15:58:23Z

I'm going to Hell for posting this one Jesus Christ: The action figure Crucify him in the comfort of your own home!

jagimo @ 2004-05-02T09:40:00

2004-05-02T14:40:41Z

Go through the first 20 songs on your playlist and pick your favorite line (though try not to make it one with the title in it). Then you, the viewing audience, try to guess what the songs are via the given lyrics.

1. Just remember that you're standing on a planet that's evolving and revolving at 900 miles an hour.
2. Let our love be a flame not an ember, say it's me you want to dismember.
3. When I tell you that I love you don't test my love, accept my love, don't test my love, 'cause maybe I don't love you all that much.
4. The sun is a huge atom smashing machine
5. We like pizza but she doesn't eat the crust, I love her, she loves everyone.
6. I wraped our love in all this foil.
7. You are lost, you can never go home
8. Farmers lock your doors when you see the jolly roger on regina's mighty shores
9. Wait, they don't love you like I love you
10. And here is a red balloon; I think of you, and let it go.
11. We are building a religion, we are making a brand, we the only one you can turn to when your castles turn to sand
12. There's got to be a way to overcome this grim reality
13. Daintier, Smarter, Better dressed!
14.I met God on the edge of town
15. Do you have te time to listen to me whine?
16. An old man sits collecting stamps in a room all filled with chinese lamps. He saves what others throw away, say he'll be rich someday.
17. Try to save myself but myself keeps slipping away
18. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year
19. I want a girl with a mind like a diamond.
20. Daddy didn't give attention to the fact that mommy didn't care

jagimo @ 2004-05-02T07:10:00

2004-05-02T12:10:27Z

my sister keeps using my computer till 5 in the morning and when she leaves she leaves the light on and stuid shit loud on the tv. that means Jeremy wakes up at 7 because the kight and the TV and he is pissed. I need to lock down my PC

jagimo @ 2004-05-01T09:20:00

2004-05-01T14:20:36Z

last night was ok.

I'm having all these mucus problems. I hate not being able to breathe free and clear.

I'm getting back to "I want to die" mode. Last night I just didn't want to struggle to breathe anymore. I pretty much want to die. It'd be a lot fucking simpler, no more hardship. I don't have anything to live for anyway...

jagimo @ 2004-04-30T09:16:00

2004-04-30T14:17:00Z

1. Go to your livejournal archives
2. Find the 23rd entry
3. And the 5th line
4. And post it:

"I thought today of the only infinite creation of man...The Internet."

jagimo @ 2004-04-30T03:05:00

2004-04-30T08:05:23Z

I sat around today. Talked to Tara for a bit.

CCC has recieved my registration stuff, I'm now offically going to con huzzha. My name will appear on the reg site along with Tara's. My con name's going to be MonsignorZombie. It fits the theme for my party. I still need to find girls who want to be zombie girls for me. Most of the girls I know don't like dancing, especially in front of large groups of people. I have one definite, two maybes and a bunch of "I don't wanna be a zombie." Maple leaf mike was talking about getting his sister (a professional dancer) to perhaps be a zombie. I told him that there was no stripping for this, the girls are just go-go dancing like you'd see in a night club (no not strip clubs). I don't want the zombie girls to be some sort of harem or anything like that. It's just a troupe of girls I know who don't mind having zombie makeup on and dancing at the party. Hopefully I'll have a few more candidates. I'm offering to pay for half their badges.

Planning this party has been strange. I consider Zombies to be the most frightening creatures ever. But now I'm pretty much obsessed with the damn things. I even joined two zombie communities! I can't get enough of the undead...crazy

Once school's out I can hang with people more freely and hopefully get to spend a bunch of time with Tara ::heart throbbing::

Demon Jer eats the brain!

2004-04-30T06:07:07Z

Fetusness

2004-04-30T05:49:08Z

I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I adopted a cute lil' pirate fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

jagimo @ 2004-04-30T00:38:00

2004-04-30T05:38:11Z

New Icon, it celebrates me being weird...and liking cats

jagimo @ 2004-04-29T01:07:00

2004-04-29T06:07:21Z

Today was odd I went to school and hung around. Then I didn't want to go to class so they decided to berate me and taunt me, so I exploded. I haven't done that in awhile. Only when pushed very far. Today was not a happy Jeremy day.

I saw Trudy today and we talked for a bit. after school, I went to Mike's house and saw everything, bought his Space Marines for a very good deal (500 worth of models for 200) He played some gituar and we hung for a bit. He's going to give me some MP3's to add to my collection. He has 50 or 60 gigs. That should cover my goal of continueous music.

I came home, sat around and felt angry/depressed. I talked to Tara which has a very good effect on me. I like talking to her. Tara is uberiffic.

No club tomorrow, no meeting Alissa :-(. Maybe next week, who knows.

jagimo @ 2004-04-29T00:33:00

2004-04-29T05:33:57Z

Where Do You Fit Into the Harry Potter Universe? by caitiedid
Username
Age
House	Ravenclaw
You	Rival Hermione Granger at bookish-ness

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jagimo @ 2004-04-28T22:46:00

2004-04-29T03:46:39Z

jagimo @ 2004-04-28T08:43:00

2004-04-28T13:43:05Z

What is Your Inner Vampire? by FalteringHues
Name
Favorite Colour
Hair/Eye Colour	Ebony/Green
Age	88
Clan	Malkavian
Rank	Whip

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jagimo @ 2004-04-28T00:27:00

2004-04-28T05:27:30Z

//>Incoming Tranmission

::Start//

Went to the university today and hung around, slacked off. I like accumulating slack, very Sub-genius.

I talked to people. I made the descision that Brent and I had the same problem with our past relationships, we both had girls who lost weight and left us to party. I commiserated and was glad I could give him some support. Otiginally I blamed him for his break-up cause I thought Jenny was real nice, but come to find out he got a bad deal.

I geeked with some folks, wasted more time, came home and wasted time on the computer. Normal day all in all...

::End//

//>Connection Terminated

BANDWAGON!

2004-04-28T05:09:31Z

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite ~~and soft-spoken.~~ Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. ~~Temperamental.~~ Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. ~~Knows how to make friends.~~ Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. ~~Prone to getting colds.~~ Loves to dress up. Easily bored. ~~Fussy.~~ ~~Seldom shows emotions.~~ Takes time to recover when hurt. ~~Brand conscious.~~ ~~Executive. Stubborn.~~

RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that you don't tend to think of yourself.
3. Bold the four that you think best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a livejournal cut.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

I try to save myself but myself keeps slipping away...

2004-04-27T06:02:23Z

I went to Mikal and Tar's today we watched "Hackers" Crappy movie IMO. I gave Tara the back rub I owed her :-) We did some stuff. I took a cab home, the cabbie was drunk I think and he was listening to a Pat Benetar cd, it was kinda weird. I try to tip cabbies well.

I kep coughing all night so that kinda ruined the mood a bit. That and I think I stink and she did nay enjoy it...I suck.

I feel a little weird being a periphrial relationship. I mean I know the theory goes that she can have affection for multiple people, but I feel inferior still. Like I'm not good enough. like Mikal>Jeremy. But that's not the way this is supposed to work, but I have bad naggy programing in my head. It's not a "better than you" contest I keep telling myself, but I don't listen to myself. I'm weird.

I think I'm going to meet Alissa tomorrow (the girl from Gothic Match.) She did indeed get Mikal's email and she thought she sent one back but I think the cyber-space ate it. She wasnts to meet Mikal and Tara, quite a bit it seems. Great, more girls for Mikal. (see that's what I'm trying to suppress, reactions like that. It's jealousy that the girls want to met Mikal and it makes me feel inferior). So we will meet her Thursday at the club I think.

I think Trudy's ignoring me, I never see her at all...maybe paranoia...fuckin' paranoid ::glances around nervously::

But yeah, Jeremy is teh suck. :-(